Dennis at Ephemeris writes about his efforts to counter the misinformation and untruths on a Usenet group and that set me thinking. How often do we hear in daily conversation someone saying something about the Church and her teachings that are untrue, and yet how often do we keep silence. For myself, I remember the most excruciating dinner party I've ever been to, where I held my tongue and have always regretted it.
Mrs Minimus was an actress and then became a voice teacher, up until the birth of our children (for any 'East Enders' fans out there, she taught Jessie Wallace (Kat Slater) and Ricky Groves (Garry Hobbs) among others. The head of the drama school where she was working held a dinner party to which we were invited, as well as another two couples who worked at the school. My wife had told me about the head's antipathy towards Christianity, but I was not really prepared for one of the opening conversational gambits of the evening being his remark that he had written an article that was finally going to put a stake through the heart of the religion. I should have said something there - not got into an argument but merely stated that I am a Catholic and I would prefer the evening's conversation not to revolve around denigrating the Church. But instead I kept silent, listening in growing anger to lies and misrepresentations and slanders. For a brief moment the talk turned to Sigmund Freud and that gave the annoyance that I had been bottling up a chance to vomit forth. I proceeded to hold forth on the subject of Freud, and his charlatanism and the dishonesty of his thought, like, well, just like they had been talking about religion...
By the end of the evening I felt a fool, a fraud and a coward.
Dennis's post reminded me of that event, and I applaud his willingness to speak (or rather write) the truth. It seems to me that this is something that it is the laity's particular task in today's world. After all, we are submerged within layers of information, buried under newsprint, lit by the shimmering glow of television screens, and red eyed from staring at computers. Everywhere, voices speaking, shouting, writing, and much of it false. For if there is no belief in truth, then everything comes down to power, and those who can shout the loudest, talk the longest and write the most believe that by doing so all else may be silenced and their doctrines hold sway. And it's up to us to stop them. We are each of us called to be voices crying in the wilderness of the modern world, clarity in the murk and fog that envelops our poor, diseased culture.
To any readers of Tolkien this must strike a chord. In 'The Silmarillion' he writes of the creation of the world in a Great Music. But 'it came into the heart of Melkor to interweave matters of his own imagining that were not in accord with the theme of Iluvatar'.
And it seemed at last that there were two musics progressing at one time before the seat of Iluvatar, and they were utterly at variance. The one was deep and wide and beautiful, but slow and blended with an immeasurable sorrow, from which its beauty chiefly came. The other had now achieved a unity of its own; but it was loud, and vain, and endlessly repeated; and it had little harmony, but rather a clamorous unison as of many trumpets braying upon a few notes. And it essayed to drown the other music by the violence of its voice...
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